Credo in Youth and Age

Written in my mid-twenties
A poem written in my exuberant youth
Early morning, looking east over the lake
Written in my late seventies
Credo 2
I have lived long enough
to understand
I will die;
I choose
to delight
in moments
of bright joy.

In the early morning light
I surrender
to the glory of June.

In the morning breeze
branches move and sway
while their shadows
dance
in the sunlight.

In the quiet of solitude
I am
alive.

Difficulties

My contradictions engulf
my secret spaces
sliding me spiral-wise into
darkness.

            Sunlit hiddenness.
            Forced growth.
           Splintered stems.
           Exposed roots.

Is there any time
beyond waiting?
Can composted years
be infertile?
Hand visible through pebbled glass